too bad

i just called my mom, was asking her whether she, my dad and my lil sis could make it to Fahri's birthday. I am planning the birthday and so far, I have two dates in mind; Oct 2nd or Oct 9th. Unfortunately, the can't make it for any of the dates because my lil sis is going to sit for her PMR examination on the 4th of October. I am so sad that they can't make it. It won't be the same without them.huhu.tak best nyer.

like no other

do u want to know how do I feel right now? I feel so relieved. Huge relief. of course, the cause is none other than the submission of my thesis or Research Report ( as I am taking 10 course-works + 1 research report). Even though it is only for examination, my body and brain are lighter and more relaxed now. Syukur Alhamdulillah...let's just hoping for the best on the result. Hopefully, i won't have so much corrections to be made on.

I am so happy to not to think of that thesis again (temporarily before the result is out). I could happily have a thought on my husband, son, family, work (not so happy) and other things that I have to freeze on a little while. Hope everything goes well. InsyaAllah.

I have so many things to do in mind. I want to be more responsible mother to Fahri. I want to cook and prepare more solid food for him. He seems not to have the appetite to eat that much compared to other babies at his age. I would love to do some 'try and error' on experimenting preparing solid foods and hoping that i will get the exact type of solid food that he wants. I want him to be chubbier or at least chubbier than now. I love to see chubby babies. Till then. and oh yeah...i just bought a book ..'Vintage Dream'..can't wait to explore it..

my favourite song- Destiny by Little Lover

Anata wo kanjitanara
Omoiga motto todoitara
Namida ga afurerukoto
Tatta ima omoidasetano

Kokoro karano sain ga midareteru
Ryoukyoku ni yureru jibun wo warau
Tsujitsuma sae awaserarenakute
Sugite yuku hibi wo hodoiteita

Ima ga kokode mawaridasu

Chikazuku hodo ni tooku
Umi no youni yurerukedo
Anata mo oyoiderunara
Kitto aeru unmei no toki ni

Fall in... DESTINY...

Yubi to yubi wo karamasete utau
Kono inochi no morosa utsukushisa wo

Kono sekai wa owattemo

Anata wo omoidaseba
Anata wo motto kanjireba
Namida ga afurerukoto
Zutto zutto shitteitanoni

Aishiteru
Aishiteiru
Tada sono kotoba dakede

Chikazuku hodo ni tooku
Omoi wa mada yurerukedo
Anata wo dakishimereba
Anata wo motto kanjireba
Namida ga afurerukoto
Zutto zutto shitteitanonitle

p/s: i do not really know the meaning of the words in this song, yet...it inspires me tremendously since 2001...it has been 10 years now.....same song will be played in my car's CD playlist.... kuasa Allah s.w.t. jugak...

bismillahhirrahmannirrahhim

please pray for me folks!

catch up with sha

fahri acted cool next to adelea

try to make friend with adel

kantoi ngan mama!

Empire, Subang..us..missing the moment being vain in washroom

that was the first time i went out alone with fahri..i mean..drive all by myself without hubby going to a shopping mall!..phew..gelabah ayam jugakla...huhu..just imagine..i am afraid to use escalator if fahri is his stroller..no no! i takut..i rather to take a lift! penakut betul i!..mama yg takut! actually..i am afraid stroller tu jatuh or tyre die tersekat ke mase kat escalator..freaky me! and sha..she is so opposite of me!

Eid Fitri 2011

first raya...fahri with his baju melayu sew by nenek..thank u nenek!..sampin x de sbb fahri slim sgt ;)

with my luvly sista!

second raya...he was soo excited from one house to another!

Syukur Alhamdulillah...everything is wonderful...next year will be Perak's turn since this year's raya ..we were enjoying our time to the max at Kuantan and Kelantan b4 heading to Perak on the 3rd raya...

yet

so many things to jot down..yet..the motivation is very low low and low...huhu..ok..let's list down what i wanna blog about:
1) raya of course!
2) fahri's progression
3) anxiousness of thesis submission
4) my mother-in-law and in-laws
5)the new house!-moving in
6)tolerable in marriage

hmm..quite a number, aite? heehee...will try to blog about all of 'em very soon..insyaAllah...