Accepting tha fact of life

I miss my Fahri. Well, he is not going anywhere..it's just that the time, the situation, the circumstances that make me feel..Fahri is closer to his opah than myself. The thing is that...the routine that we have now is every morning, i will send Fahri to his Opah's house as early as at 7 am. Because nowadays, he refuses to sit properly, well-behaved in his carseat...so the only way to ensure his safetiness during our journey to Opah's house is by taking him out while he is still sleeping. Besides, our new house takes a half an hour to reach Opah's house. Fine. I am willing to. No problem. The problem is that...everytime we want to fetch him, i have to wait for my hubby first to reach home and fetch Fahri together. Like i mentioned earlier, it is because of the same reason...Fahri would not behave well if he is in the carseat. Thus, we need to fetch him together. And usually, hubby will just reach home the earliest at 7 pm.Then, we will take some time to perform Maghrib. Usually, we will reach Opah's house at 8 pm... and it depends..if Fahri had a good sleep on the afternoon...we will have more time to play n be with him..but if he is very active and restless, he goes to sleep at 9 pm! So, just imagine i have only one hour plus to talk, play n be with him...Last nite, when we fetched him, he didnt really want to hug me like he used to. He wanted his Opah more..and observing that, I was so sad..feel like crying...Even worse, I am gonna have my Annual Dinner tomorrow..and Staff Award on the morning...i m gonna loose my precious time with Fahri again...Fahri..Mama loves Fahri so much...How I wish i just could stay at home and take care of u, Fahri. sad.

Birthday saya, 13-12-11, 28 years old

Alhamdulillah...I am 28 yrs old and still alive =). I am very thankful that Allah s.w.t. has granted me with so many wonderful things in my life...hubby took me out for a pre-dinner, the night before my birthday. We ate at Station 1, Klang. We had our western cuisine. Fahri was so cheeky with the waitresses there...ikut perangai sape la ni hehe...

Hubby gave me a purse and dress, he bought them when he was in Jakarta. Then, he gave me a head scarf, clutch and one pair of heels...hehe..actually he did not know what to give me because he has already given me the watch that i wanted few months back. So, I said to him, why don't he just take me out to any shopping malls and let me choose things that i still don't have for the dinner this weekend. So, he said ok...tp i beli yg murah2 je la tp banyak items..hehe...

Hubby also did surprise me with this bouquet, teddy and a box of chocolates delivery. oh so sweet. i x sangka langsung die nak wat cam tu. soo not him hehe...thank u abg!

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My fav. fragrance- Cacharel Promesse-- i nak this one back! dah almost 2 years i don't have you and i miss u so much. Gonna get u back!

p/s- i know! entry yg x patut langsung post! heeeee

Are we ready?

Fahri loves to swing his cradle (when he feels to). Is he ready for a lil bro / lil sis? haha..that's not the point. Are we (hubby and I) ready for a second one. I am lucky to have a hubby who has the same thought as I am when it comes to 'family planning'. We don't mind if Allah s.w.t. grants us with a second child sooner or later. We love kids. But, my doubt is, are we ready, financially, mentally and physically? It is good enough if u are granted with a well-behave (not so much of crankiness or drama) baby, i think everybody would not mind to have as many babies as they wish. However, as in my case, i will have all-day nausea/ sickness for almost 4 months (refer to Fahri's pregnancy experience), my husband and I shall think twice.

Who will take care of Fahri when he is in a stage of walking and needs me to guide him when the only thing I can do is lying on the bed from dawn till night?  Pity my hubby if he has to do all  this alone for 4 months. I know, i should have not worried too much on this issue as people said, 'Anak anugerah allah s.w.t'. We should just be thankful if there will another rezeki in future.

Yup. I would not mind actually. I love the idea of having two kids in any time sooner haha. we'll see...

wake up call

I just got my new Academic Calendar. OMG! I only have one week to be wasted on! I hate last-minute notification. Ok..be calm..there are tons of works that need to be completed.ok...new calendar, new hope, new resolution:

1) Question Exams- Both for Exam Bank & Students Kuwait (due 18th Nov.)
2) Clean & tidy up my desk
3) Update lecture notes
4) Update quizzes & assignments
5) xerox materials
6) Update files

dinner dress idea 2011

Me..company dinner 2009.theme: colours of the world. Our department represented the colour of Bulgaria if i'm not mistaken..haha...i hate the colour coordination that our department got! Yellow, green and red! euwww...haha..but managed to wear something simple on that night.

Last year's dinner, 2010. Theme: Glitz & Glamour (Glamour la sangat kan)..what i could remember was..i did not know what to wear but i wanted something in green..wanna match it with my green shawl (it was my reception shawl actually). so, i went to Shah Alam Mall and exploring all over the boutiques there..and I found this green caftan. I love it.

And this year, the theme is: Elegance White. Hmm...what should i wear..one thing i know..i want something simple but elegance. The dinner will be held on 17th December...still have one month plus to hunt for the dress. Anyhow, i have googled some dresses from the net and these are the ones that i think i am attracted to...

fuyyooo....i m not gonna wear as 'simple' as this obviously...but i like the idea of the fabric used and the 'kesempoian' nyer...

i like this one...not complicated.i think most of Muslimah prefer to wear something like this for dinner because it looks so decent. And this caftan looks so comfy to wear..

This one looks a lil bit complicated. Actually, i love the colour. But, it will make me look like a pregger

I love the one in blue so much. the material and the design...i just love it

don't u just love this one? smart kan..........gorgeous! especially in Black!

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