Rindu

I just can't wait to welcome the Ramadhan, the pure month, next Wednesday ...InsyaAllah...I hope Allah S.W.T will give me strength to complete my fasting task during my 8-month pregnancy...

Pregnancy Pitchas

1 week pregnancy--haha..i noticed the date when this picture had been taken n counted the week...of course i haven't realized yet that i was already pregnant at this time ;p

Just now, my colleague, Kak mimie said...my tummy looks small for 7-month plus week. Yesterday, my mom came to my house n said my tummy looks like a watermelon! I don't know...i guess it depends on what I wear on that particular time. I don't mind...as long as my bb inside is safe n sound inside...can't wait to see u bb! eventhough i am scared enough to picture those frantic moment---labor contractions' pain...huhu..Ya Allah...please make it easy for me...Ameeennn...

this was also during my 1-week...at Anugerah Juara Lagu ...siap jerit2 lg dalam stadium...biasela tgk org nyanyi2

Masa ni da 2 weeks...tp mstila x tau lagi...still expecting lagi...

this one was otw pergi tgk baby Hani of Lin kat Putrajaya...this one pun mase 2 weeks...mase jumpe Lin n Mirol...diorang siap cakap..."mesti Yana berjangkit plak pas ni"....n yes...i did..i berjangkit - mmg da pregnant mase tu rupe2 nyer...so sesape yg nak pregnant cepat2 tu..banyak2 kan la ngendeng2 ngn baby n pregnant ladies!

16 weeks / 4-month....nampak sikit je perut...gambar2 mase 1-3 months x de sbb...i was terribly having my morning, afternoon, night...all day sickness... Only God knows how helpless I was...Luckily, Epul was so helpful and understanding...yela ..sbb die jugak kan...cian die...kene basuh baju (masuk dlm machine je pun)...jemur baju...iron baju..basuh pinggan...preparing the food...semuala...oh..i was really weak:
1- I couldn't get out from my bed...i was lying on my bed all the way... for almost 24 hours every day
2- MCs? tell me about it!
3- I couldn't stand the smell of perfume- any perfumes (car, house & even Epul's perfume!)..sian Epul terpaksa pakai perfume kat bilik store hihi...
4- I couldn't stand the air-cond as well!
5- I couldn't drive..kalau drive pn...dlm keadaan pening, loya n selalu muntah dlm kereta...n of course i have to switch off the air-cond!
6- All foods were tasteless....but i was hungry most of the time...sedih tol...lapar..tp bile makan..muntah balik..

but one thing for sure...my hubby was really nice...he never complained! Congrats papa!

16 weeks- just had a little nausea at this time

17 weeks- healthier

18 weeks- getting better and chubbier

18 weeks- da boleh pg jalan2 kat Morib

19 weeks- da boleh hantar my bro-in law pi Matriks Kuala Pilah...da x pening naik kereta

6-month- healthiest ever and happier

my tummy was getting more obvious

26 weeks- celebrated Epul's birthday

7-month at PD

7 month- And i can't hardly wait to see u bb!

Now, i am at my 31 weeks. Going to be 8-month soon....huhu...hope everything is going well...

improve

Reading ppl's blog is always making me feel motivated. Untuk blogging juga n improve myself. Sometimes, kite terlupa n hanyut dgn nikmat2 dunia yg ntah ke mana. Sampai jadi org yg x benar. That's why i love blogging n read others'. It is so motivating and inspiring.

Therefore...i need to remind myself all the time that:
1) I want to stop talking bad things about other people...and sometimes they are the ones that i love...
2) I want to be good and nice with everyone...kite hidup belum tentu lama...so sblm musibah dtg..it's good to make people happy
3) Eventhough some people like to hurt me...i shouldn't have that feeling to do the same thing to them...no revenge...let's just forgive and forget...
4) I just want to focus on my pregnancy and my hubby and also my work, family and yeahh..my proposal for my Research Report
5) I want to be and act more matured...I am a wife and soon mommy-to-be for God's sake!
6) I want to improve my life...hopefully i'll complete my masters a.s.a.p and then get a better job and pay!
7) Stop complaining too much!
8) Improve my relationship with my siblings, in-laws and family...
9) Be more rajin to do the house chores...hihi..u know...pregnancy thing... (yeah..blame the pregnancy)
10) I just want to be positive, cheerful and lovely all the time...and yeah...healthy!

6-month of pregnancy

This is me...and my bb inside my womb...yeah rite...but this is the image that i had found from the net of 6-month pregnancy...but to be more accurate...i am on my 27th week of pregnancy...u see..so..my bb is almost well-developed now...and talking about moving and kicking inside? -- tell me about it! My 'hero' here is kicking and moving like Messi is kicking and passing a ball during World Cup Match...Yup...it's a he...I'm flattered...Alhamdulillah..now..i'm a healthy mother without pregnancy sickness- no more after 4-months of all day sickness.
maybe this is how my hero looks like inside if i do a scan of him using 3D ultrasound. I'm gonna '3D' him by end of this month. Can't wait to see u in 3D version, baby! Mama and Papa are sooo gonna put your 3D scan photo at the 'BB board'....and will be looking at u everyday, as always...
i'm not slim and thin like i used to be anymore, ladies and gentlemen...this is me...now..going to 7 months ...soon...but it's alright..i am happy...as long as the baby inside is kicking alive!
and still...this is the man i love..and always love...Happy Belated Birthday Papa...070710...next year InsyaAllah...there will be three of us ...! I am so thankful...

Ya Allah..
Tak pernah putus syukur ku kepadaMu..
Setiap dugaan pasti ku tempuh..
kerana nikmatMu kepadaKu melebihi segala-galanya...
aku bersyukur aku hambaMu..
Alhamdulillah..
Kau permudahkanlah and perindahkanlah hari-hariku
dalam menanti kelahiran yg penuh makna ini..
InsyaAllah...

moving

nope.i'm not moving to a new workplace. I'm moving to a new building of the same college. waaa...it has been one year plus i've been working here...tahniah yana...but still...i haven't got my confirmation status yet.kesian kan...sabar je ibu mengandung...

the new building is just nearby.but the good thing is i don't have to climb the stairs to the 3rd floor everyday ...woohooo...penat tau ibu ni nak panjat tangga hari2 hehe...hopefully..i am not dreaming for something which is not real...da lame nak pindah ni

Thank You my sweetie pie

hellloooo...good day. i'm still here. watching, observing and lazying around. i am in my office...alone..when all my colleagues have things to do. The reason why i was so silence is i was having quite a bad morning sickness or should i say all-day sickness for 4 months. Now, i feel much better, but still having nausea smtimes. Well, how do i judge my health progression? I feel better because yesterday, i managed to cook and it means that i can stand for hours in my kitchen without having any headache.

time passes by, this is already my 4th month of pregnancy. There are so many tips- do's and dont's that i got from friends, mom, MIL, colleagues. I have not decided yet which hospital that i will prefer to deliver my baby soon. Everything was going so fast. I even did not have a time to share my sickness, my happiness of having a baby here. I am glad to be blessed with such a wonderful husband. He has been the nicest husband and father-to-be. He took care of me, prepared me breakfast (sometimes), lunch ( most of the time) & dinner (most of the time) for this 4 month time. He was so patient and bare with my helpless condition. I could not ask for more. Yes, he did complain how he miss my cooking. And, InsyaAllah, I will cook for you my sayang...even though you have impressed me with your cooking as well.

New Batch

Sedar tak sedar, it has been almost 11 months i have worked here. Sudah mengatasi tempat kerja lama dulu (8 months je). So, am I really enjoying my life here as an academician? I don't have any valid answers for that. However, I am the one who will just focus on my job without bothering other people's business. I don't really like wasting my time to purposely approaching people and gossiping about others. I don't care if there is anyone who doesn't like me because they do not know me. The real me. I've done my part. Have you? So, get a life!

However, i want to talk about the new batch in my office. Well, we have a lot of new-comers around. And for God's sake! They are working like there is no tomorrow! I am so impressed. There are 5 of them. Just imagine, they will stay back till 10 at night almost every day, even on Saturday! Are they insane? Maybe, they are not. Because we have to complete an OBE file, which requires us to work like buruh binaan. Buruh binaan pun lagi relaks kot. They expressed their tense and pressure to me sometimes and they only nicest thing i could say is.."Be strong dear, we have been through crazier than this..' huhu