sayang..get well soon please...

Sayang...

Cepat baik keh.Na mish u lots n lots.my life is so empty without u calling2 me, gayut2 tgh malam n without your sweet smsess.cepat baik keh.na doakan ayang cepat baik.

Friends Dearest,

Please pray for my fiance's health. Tunangku ini dimasukkan wad di hospital Pantai Klang on last tuesday, suspected of intestine infection.but during the operation (major), it has been discovered that appendiksnyer udah pecah..huhuk sungguh sedih saye mase tuh. But, syukur Alhamdulillah, operation sudah selesai dan berjalan dgn lancar. After 2 days being warded in the ICU, yesterday he has already been transferred to regular ward. syukur sangat2.my nights are so meaningless n lonely now.tapi sayang sudah boleh sms saya walaupun masih x larat. walaupun hanya dua patah perkataan seperti 'luv u' it's more than enough. since tuesday, i also spending my nights with him at the ward.dating kat ward pn besh. x kesahla asalkan dapat jumpe ayang hari2.

Sayang, get well soon.mish u sangat2.

dear Tachu,

tachu..nampaknyer kite ni mmg angau demam dgn memori2 mase kat sri iskandar dulu kan. it has been around 2 weeks the memories of Sri iskandar (SI) were haunting me...in a sweet way. oh..how i miss that little place so much. i wanted to dedicate one entry to that home sweet home before this but time is just so envy with me..

tachu,

ingat tak mase mule2 sampai, kite da macam segerombolan parti politik datang untuk cari umah sewa je. me with my family, tachu ngn segala kakak ipar n abang2 n kak mah of course, eja pulak ngn abang die ngn family die. masing2 dah macam rombongan nak pegi meminang. and for me, it was like..so cute sbb kite 3 org adelah sama umur, baru nak bertatih nak jadi so-called lecturer, n kepala pun lebih kurang. the far journey rasa sangat berbaloi bile dapat tau everything was ok hari tuh jugak.

tachu,

ingat tak kite ni asyik jadi bahan untuk senior2 lecturer yg macam asyik nak cari kite nyer weaknesses.mase mule2 la.tapi, lesson nyer, x kenal maka x cinta.lama2, baru kite boleh get along lepas tuh. ingat x, fasal kes 'kain alas meja', fasal letak notice indian lecturer tuh yg da tukar office, fasal kite address senior lecturer as 'sir'...banyak lagi la.tp macam kelakar bile ingat2 balik.

tachu,

ingat tak mase kes lecturer R tuh.yg fasal tachu komen group diorang tuh.mase tuh baru kite kenal sape kawan sape lawan.tapi semua ni akhirnye mematangkan diri kite.and i was like so impressed with u because of u were so rationale handling that situation.

tachu,

ingat tak kite mmg asyik2 homesick setiap kali hari jumaat menjelma especially u! hehe

tachu,

ingat tak kes hantu samurai kat sebelah umah kite tuh.last2 dapat tau lecturer dari german yg menumpang kat umah sebelah yg suke isap rokok malam2 kat luar umah.tp kadang2 mmg rase macam pelik.

tachu,

ingat tak kite pernah gadoh2 kat sms dengan mamat2 yg jual top up yg suka kacau2 kite n bagi sms yg x senonoh malam2.

tachu,

ingat tak kite pernah berbalas-balas surat dengan jepuunnnnnnggookkk.haha so funny.siap letak surat kat bawah wiper kereta diorang, pastuh diorang pun gune taktik yg same.last2 dapat tau kite salah umah haha.

tachu,

ingat tak malam2 teater kite yg sangat bererti.ulang alik tiap2 malam lebih kurang 40 minit untuk berlatih teater 'dejavu seorang perempuan'.kite practise di sebuah dewan kampung yg sangat kecil dan kurang selesa tapi hasil kerja kuat kite jugakla kite menang best teater kat perak and u won the best actress.and i am so proud of u! tachu..honestly that was my turning point to overcome my stage fright. and i'm glad i did it with u!

tachu,

ingat x beberapa musibat yg slalu teman or tumpang kereta kite tiap2 kali weekend nak balik kl n pastuh balik SI balik semula. o'on, muaz beat box, ayu, tp paling ingat si o'on la.ade je bende die nak cakap on the way dlm kereta tuh.dengan keter kancil yoya mase tuh yg cube2 nak jadi skyline haha

tachu,

ingat tak kite pernah jadi tembam giler sbb betapa nikmatnyer makanan2 kat SI dan sekitar negeri Perak. restoran mane kite x pernah try. sumer jenis makanan n senarai harga kite tau. OMG! tetibe teringat nasi ganja ipoh! yummy..

tachu,

kite jugak berhempas pulas memastikan anak2 teater AKSENT lakukan yg terbaik untuk teater..pastilah..semua tenaga pengajar memainkan peranan penting.kite ikhlas dgn ape yg kite buat dan hasilnyer anak2 AKSENT menang besar setiap kali pertandingan teater diadakan.ingat tak kite ni da buat abang berger tuh kaye sbb satu malam boleh order berpuluh2 nak bagi anak2 AKSENT makan. ohh.. i miss AKSENT team so much..si eye tuh, kucai, hafiz, man sumerla..

tachu,

ingat tak kite pernah jadi runaway model sekejap mase aween n ulish datang perak nak buat assignment diorang. ohh..we're soo sexy n hot haha. rase cam diva sekejap mase photoshoot kat KTM tanah melayu ipoh.

tachu,

tapi yg pasti kite nangis n ketawa sama2.kite kecundang, kite buat album lagu2 kecundang. kite bahagia, kite syukur sangat.

tachu,

i love u!

yours,
yoya

jangan kacau

tidak.ini bukan nama tajuk filem terbaru terbitan david teoh. tapi iye. jangan kacau saya sekarang. saya sedang tanda paper students yang seratus lebih ni.sudah banyak kali saya beristighfar sambil menanda. keadaan sangat tegang sekarang.jadi.jangan kacau

jangan tegur jugak

haha

hahaha.kelakar pulak tengok header aku kat atas nih.aku harap mereka yg buta seni x komen ape2 la.ok kawan2..x baik mentertawakan orang.okeh2.header akan diimprove dari masa ke semasa. ala. x jejas periuk nasi korang pun =)

manja

u see..i have always this anxiety when i have to think how i 'm going to make my lesson will be interesting for each class that i teach. so far, i've been teaching at this place for a month. and Alhamdulillah, i would say my students do enjoy my show hehe. i can say that most of them ( of course there are students who think that they are smart enough and no need to go class or they are just wasting their parents' money) are always punctual or come earlier for my class. So far, i just came late once for class. or maybe it's because they just love English. ok ok not because of me kot.anyway, for all the classes that i've been teaching so far, i did pamper my students with all sorts of games, quizzes, and interesting activities la konon-kononnyer. And they were enjoying each moment in class. So, everytime i enter my class, i can see how eager they are to know "what is the game for today, miss". okay, i am caught with my own creativity now.

The students have been so pampered and they really hunger for interesting lesson each time. I don't blame them. and i don't blame myself for giving them entertainment. All i have to do is i need to be creative each time i want to plan a lesson, so that their enthusiasm will reside until the end of semester, at least.

It's ok..i think this anxiety is in a good way and i'm going to adapt with it.

hope my lesson worth their time

sumpah seranah

is it just me or is it because of today is monday..or what? if it is because of the monday blues, well today is the worst monday ever! or aku ni lupe nak baca jampi untuk hari ni. or am i so emotional today? maybe belom pms lg kot when it should be the time. tension nyer...sumer x kene hari ni...

well, yana..harus diingat..masih ramai lagi di luar sane yg lebih kurang bernasib baik. bersyukur je la ngn ape yg ade.x yah emo-emo...ok2..positive2...ni la ujian namenyer..

hehe..sory emo sorang2