Friday, April 27, 2012

23 weeks: baby center



"Turn on the radio and sway to the music. With her sense of movement well developed by now, your baby can feel you dance. And now that she's more than 11 inches long and weighs just over a pound (about as much as a large mango), you may be able to see her squirm underneath your clothes. Blood vessels in her lungs are developing to prepare for breathing, and the sounds that your baby's increasingly keen ears pick up are preparing her for entry into the outside world. Loud noises that become familiar now — such as your dog barking or the roar of the vacuum cleaner — probably won't faze her when she hears them outside the womb."

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Colors of my life on 26.4.2012

On 26th April 2012, Thursday, my colleagues and I have invited our director to have a lunch with us. It is due to our (English team) promise to reward ourselves with the money that we won for the last year's Staff Excellence Awards, which we won the title 'Best Project' for GLISH Competition. We went to Subang Parade and had lunch at Nandos. We spent almost RM400 for 13 of us. And my good friend which is also my colleague now, Bayne brought her new camera and took all the nice photos of us.I just think I wanna upload these faces onto my blog since I love them so much (even though I have thousand complaints about my current job). Let's enjoy the pictures.

Syaza, Sofia and myself at Nandos

another group of English lecturers/tutors

I love them like my sisters!

Bayne, my bestfriend since Pre-TESL UiTM

Pouting session

Look at Bayne. She purposely put the coffee jelly from her drink on her teeth

I love u B. It's good to have u back as a colleague

One of the English Tutors, Thana was asking me about English class and the woman named Bayne snapped the photo! I look terrible with the kangkang pose.

Look a like contest. Bayne and her son, Dhani....so resemble, kan?

I 'm trying to look like Fahri.. I don't have to, rite?

2nd attempt...hahhh...what's the hush...he's my son...he is the one who should try to look like me! heee...silly...

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Cry

Sometimes, it's ok to cry, rite? Just to feel better. Some women, (including me)..are over sensitive towards certain issues in life. And being me, if i think it is no importance to argue about it, i would rather cry instead of making other people feel 'hmm..it's just a small matter..why need to take it seriously'..maybe..small matter to other people but it has touched my lil heart. Ok. No prob. Nobody is perfect. I am not perfect either. So, let me cry myself out. That will be the way how I make myself  feel better. Do I trouble anybody by doing that, no aite? So, yup. That will be the best solution.

Friday, April 13, 2012

Hardship makes your life more meaningful

Sometimes, my job fulls with interviewing new lecturers. For example, i have interviewed almost 10 lecturers for this new semester (March 2012). I still remember when I was first time been assigned as the program coordinator for English, i was clueless about my job scope. In fact, my previous boss did not give me a clear description on my KPI. I took the challenge at that time because firstly, i love to challenge myself and secondly I knew at that particular time I was the most suitable person for that position. 2 other colleagues at that time were too green and the other one was so problematic. I don't say that I am good enough but due to experience that I have and the trust given by my boss at that time, there was no reason why I should decline the offer.

And 2012 is my second year as the coordinator. From 3 lecturers with numbers of major issues at that time, now, my English team can always be proud with our works and products. Till now, we have recruited 15 English lecturers / tutors who are so dedicated with their works and most of them were being interviewed by me. In fact, we have won the 'best project' award from the company's Staff Excellence Award 2011. We received rm1000 and a certificate for our baby project 'GLISH Competition'. I am so lucky to have such a teamwork. Now, our boss and President of Academic have always put their trust on us. But of course, being human, there is always an issue, but I usually take it as norms in enhancing career. When my lecturers try to raise some issues regarding personal dissatisfaction towards other individuals, i usually advise them to confront and try to settle it without involving our big boss. I believe good communication is the best solution.

Anyway, I would like to share a story about one of the interview sessions that I had on last two weeks. I was having two candidates on that afternoon accompanied by one of our program managers, Kak Hana. My subject of interest would be the first interviewee. Before the interview, I was so impressed with her CV. She just graduated in MESL (master in ESL), with 3.89 cgpa from one of the IPTAs! I told kak Hana, "She must be very good. It's not easy to achieve that cgpa for MESL". Then, when she entered the room, I can see that she is very young, fresh grad. I asked her to proceed with a mock teaching without wasting time.

Surprisingly, she failed it. Her proficiency level was not good enough. I do not know whether she is nervous or what, but she ruined it. She seemed unprepared with her lesson. She taught grammar but I can see that she tried her best to memorize her points when it was just a simple present tense. To test her a lil bit, I interrupted her by asking a question about that tense. And again, she gave me the wrong answer. It also came to my surprise when she did her mock teaching, she did not use the white board or any visual aids! She just talked very closely towards Kak Hana and I, which I felt it was inappropriate. Then, for the interview session, I was so shocked and almost got a headache with her language. I do not claim myself being very good in this second language but believe me, i would rather say my non-TESL student could speak better that her. Her speech filled with fillers, grammar errors and sometimes, did not get the questions by us. I was so frustrated.

I was desperately in need for a good lecturer and looking at her cgpa, I had my big wonder. How did she present her papers, research during master's class? How did she nail in exams? How did she pass her papers? and of course, how did she manage to get that cgpa? I did have a look at her essay and still, her language is beyond average. I got to know that she comes from a wealthy family. I just hope...just really hope she didn't 'buy' her master's scroll. Because I've struggled so much for my master, almost 4 years...ups and down..crying, almost falling, to complete it. And with that proficiency, u managed to obtain 3.89? Please don't give me nonsense. And of course she did not success for the interview. To the girl, i do not know what u have been through before, but please do something. At least, make people believe that u are the owner of that master's scroll.

Thursday, April 12, 2012

Berangan Part II

I couldn't find my dream landscape..i mean green landscape..our house does not have a spacious spot to have something like in the pitcha but i, myself prefer a smaller one..a slightly simpler...

this bathroom will make me spending hours inside it..but i have to remember..i have a husband and kids to be handled!

since our house fills with a bartender before the dry kitchen, i like this idea, simple but nice

tell me..who wanna cook when your kitchen looks like this?

this one also has a bartender...and white + red is always right!

this one could be great for fahri's bedroom

i dont really fancy pink..so i think this would be nice for my lil girl (if i have any soon)

white with fresh flowers is always a great idea for a dining table

hmmm..white..pure white for me n hubby? hmmm...quite boring...i prefer some colours though...but this is nice also

Ok yana...stop! stop dreaming...but who knows..one day..insyaAllah...

Berangan Part 1

Lets daydream...hmmm..i would like to have a little space like this somewhere in the main living room...where most of daddies or mommies will have their chit-chatting session while enjoying their evening tea...well, for our house that currently we are leaving, i think i know where this space should be at...

actually, i fancy white pure clean and smart living room...but looking at this, i think it is so colorful and cheerful..hmm...feel like wanna read my best novel at this space...currently, we own a set of red+grey sofa, with red+sheer white curtains..i would say our house now is oriented by red + black + white + grey theme...

this one is too clean and white, aite? hmmm...boring i guess

haha..this is what happened when i completed my masters...i have a lot of time to daydream...and i love it...both hubby and I are soooo crazy about Interior Design. And our favorite mags rite now are of course Impiana, ID, Home Deco and etc. In fact, i did spend quite a number when I purchased my baucer buku last time buying ID mags! Hopefully, we could materialize our dreams sooner or later...and for now..mari berangan!