look alike

Hihi..saja nak cerita sebab tengah tak de kerjaan..hari selasa lepas..masa hubby tengah study untuk test dia.. boleh tak dia kata tiba2.. "Bie.. muka bie kan macam sapa nih".. I macam..dah kenapa tetiba nak cakap muka I macam sape2..en epul ni tak pernah cakap muka kita macam sape2..wpun dia tahu ada yang cakap muka kita macam puteri sarah tapi die x pernah setuju.. die kata lainla..tapi malam tu tetiba plak die nak cakap, pas tu i cakap "macam muka sapa?".. pas tu dia cakap "macam wawa zainal".. terus macam..hmm..memang tak sama langsung la.. 

"eiihh..lain sangat la"..

 "yer..sama"..

 "abang ni kenapa.. lain la..wawa comel giler kot..lagipun bie tak cacat (ada lesung pipit) macam wawa" (sambil tangan cuba korek lubang kat dua2 belah pipi dengan harapan ada lesung pipit)

"memang la bie tak de lesung pipit.. tapi sama macam wawa"

takpela..i olls terima kalau itula pandangan mata suami i tu walaupun memang tak sama langsung..maybe at times bila apply make up..mata nampak la besar sikit macam wawa..and wawa pun pakai tudung skrg and die pun macam I suka lili2 shawl and pashmina,.maybe la

wawa zainal yang comel

but that's not my point here. Nak cerita sebenarnya fasal husband si wawa tu.. aeril zafrel. Dulu masa mula2 kenal epul, ramai cakap muka dia macam norman hakim. Tapi i olls rasa lain. Tapi ade la kadang2..at certain angles.. but bile ternampak sorang pelakon ni kat tv..kisah kaisara kot..yang dengan sari yanti tu .. dalam hati mcm terdetik jugak la "eh macam muka epul mamat ni".. tapi x la sama gila..nak2 I pernah tengok gambar epul masa muda remaja..dengan kedingnya..memang sama..tapi diam je la.. 

pastu ada sekali tu.. masa kitorg ngah makan kat restauran.. masa ni dah kawen.. ada bestfriend epul text dia cakap "weh..cuba ko tengok pelakon kat tv ni..cerita kasut tumit tinggi..macam muka ko dooo".. masa tu kitorang kat luar...mana la nak tengok tv..dasyat kawan hubby kita tu..siap sms tu just nak bgtau benda macam tu haha..diorang ni mmg suka kenakan masing2..so tak tau la pelakon mana yang dimaksudkan tu

pastu..ada one day ni I tertengok la cerita kasut tumit tinggi kat astro ria tu..pastu terperasan si pelakon kisah kaisara tu..pastu monolog ngan diri sendiri.. 'ohh..ni la pelakon yg macam muka laki aku tu..yg si ipang sms tu".. memang betul la..pastu cari nama dia bila dah habis cerita..aeril zafrel..adehh..susahnya nak eja nama..

pastu kita bgtau la epul fasal pelakon tu ..pastu die cakap "yeke..abang lagi handsome la..abang kan macam norman hakim"..iyee..maafkan la perangai suami ku itu..tp mmg dia suka gurau pun..

aeril zafrel

haha..so I olls pun terpk..bile epul cakap muke I mcm wawa zainal..ha elok la tu..die pun mmg mcm aeril zafrel..nak2 mase epul time2 kat USM ..wah gambar2 die mase tu memang cekeding habis haha

wawa & aeril

yana & epul ..nak jugak haha

ok..just merapu raban tgh x de kerja ni..

About myself

How to start? Well, I am 30 years old.. turning 31 by the end 2014. December baby. I am no 2 out 3 siblings, with one elder brother and one younger sister. My dad used to work with Telekom Malaysia and my mom is a housewife, but she used to sell cookies to support our life. I come from an average economic background family. Average but happy and harmony.

I am quiet. Observer. Shy at times. But since teaching is my career, I have developed a more outspoken character.

I love positivity. kind-hearted people. Decent life yet modern. I love politeness. Motivation. Inspiration. I love observing people. I love beauty thus I love watching beautiful creatures.

I love music. I love great talents. I love entertainment. 

I love food. But I watch my food intake if my weight scale shows a scary number ;p I love cakes, pastries, local foods. I love cook, but not that crazy with cooking.. because I just don't think I am a gifted cook. It will take me a few trials to prepare the best taste.

I don't like conflicts. I love being nice with everyone. I just don't know how to start a fight. I never had any serious fight. 

I think straight. I love my religion. I love peaceful, harmony.

I am married to an engineer, a year older than me. My true love. Experienced 3 puppy loves. My love life started during my university years. For me, my husband is the best man than I could ask for a husband. Alhamdulillah.

Living in my own world when I was in schools ;p . Anti social when I was a teenager. haha. lepaking in my room was my favorite.

Was obsessed with Siti Nurhaliza hihi..now? still love her but not obsess. Too busy to obsess with anyone. Also had artist crush with Back street boys, Sheila on 7 hihi..

I love any musics / movies that have quality regardless from any countries including my own beloved country.

In education line since 2007. Undergraduate in TESL (UiTM) and Postgraduate in Linguistics (UM). Have taught thousands of students through out these 8 years from every part of the races, countries, levels, states.

The highest achievement in my career when I have been awarded as The Most Talented Lecturers (one of the recipients) in MSU Staff Awards 2011. Also has been trusted to lead English team / lecturers as the English Coordinator.

I love fashion. But I only managed to express my fashion sense when I started my uni years. I just wear something that I like, comfortable and do not really care about other people's views ;p . I love trying new style. I am obsessed with shawls. Had been awarded as The Most Presentable Lecturer 2010, voted by students and colleagues in my department. I love taking photos. I love selfie ;p

I am a simple lady. I don't really fancy branded stuff as maybe I need to save more money ;) . I am not materialistic, which my hubby should be very thankful ;) I am independent wife but at times love being pampered by hubby ;)

I adore friendship so much. Thus I have a quite number of girlfriends.

I am a mother of two boys with different look and character. I am trying my best, every second to be the best mother and the best wife. 

The highest achievement in my life so far, is I successfully completed my master in Linguistics. Which, I had never dreamed of doing it. Why? I was never a top student. Because I am a last minute student. I was an average student.

I believe my life was directed this way by Allah swt. He has given me a lot of life opportunities. I consider myself as lucky because Allah swt always gives me a chance to improve my life. Syukran. Alhamdulillah.

Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.

Reminder

How I wish there is a list of reminders that keeps me sane everyday. Every single second. I mean..I always pray and hope that I will be discipline with my diet, my solat, my health, exercise, money..but I will end up by ignoring them all. Manusia mudah lupa. yes. When your life is ok...normal..happy..u will forget what you have promised with your self just few days before. Huh? How la...is there any gadget that is meant to remind people about their promises and resolutions? yes? no? tak kan la nak buat reminder kat phone pulak. Ok..if..there is such gadget exists.. here is the list of reminders I would to listen and notify every single second:

1. Solat awal, dengan khusyuk sekali

2. Cuci muka bersih2 sebelum solat

3. Kurangkan makan ( Lepas makan, mesti nak p beli benda lain plak, pastu b4 balik umah mesti drive thru a&w or mcd, apa nak jadi la..pastu balik umah makan lagi)

4. Banyakkan minum air masak

5. Minum susu everyday

6.Solat Isyak awal sbb selalu solat lambat sangat sbb tertido bile jaga budak2

7. Cuci pinggan b4 tido..sian mak ayang kita klau kita da tertido dulu

8. Layan budak2 smpai diorg nk tido...haihhhh selalu terido smbil jaga diorang

9. Jangan menjawab ngan husband ;)

10. Be a good wife

11. Eat more fruits

12. Call parents more often

13. Bangun awal sikit so that tak de la kelam kelibut pagi2 nak pegi kerja

14. Baca Quran

15. Solat sunat

16. Zikir

And there are so many more I guess.... 

p/s: I love u husband!

Nak tahu tak

Assalamualaikum..ni saja suka suki okeh..bukan tujuan menggedik ke apa..jauh sekali mencari publisiti murahan ;p . Kat uni tempat sy kerja ni, everytime saya nak ke kelas di level 14, nak masuk access level 14 tu ada dua orang security jaga. Macam security officer la kot. Diorang yang akan touch kan access card for me to enter the enctrance door. Sebab I still tak dapat lagi my access card. So tau tak brother2 security ni panggil sy apa? Dia panggil saya "hanez". Bila mula2 dia start panggil tu, I was like "what?"... pastu budak tu kata (I bet he is younger than me) "muka akak macam pelakon hanez suraya".. I macam blur hanez yang mana satu "hanez yang mana ni?".. "ala..yang berlakon jadi sherry dalam love you mr arrogant tu" ..ohh "oh yang jadi jahat tu ek. hiiiii tak nak la..watak jahat" i was joking..pastu diorang cakap "tak pe..akak hanez versi muslimah"... gitu pulak kan. So sejak hari tu dia panggil sy "Kak hanez" sabar je la... My sister pun pernah cakap muka sy mcm hanez ni... hmm.. I don't think so la..hanez is far away cantik comel putih..jauh sangat la weh

Actress hanez suraya

Talking about lookalike kan, dulu sy pernah buat satu entry fasal Puteri Sarah. Ini paling banyak. Dari zaman bujang sampai sekarang. Nak2 sekarang dia dah berhijab kan. Alhamdulillah. Siap ada yang selamba je panggil saya puteri sarah kat fb. malu ok! paling mendebarkan masa bujang dulu, pernah kat area rumah sewa lepas park kereta, siap ada sorang brother ni (student uitm kot) sebab area seksyen 7 shah alam kan... siap datang approach, berani betul...semata2 nak tanya "akak nak tanya..akak ni puteri sarah ek?" peminat puteri sarah kot dia tu...sumpah malu..yela sebab aku rasa tak de la sama sangat. terus cakap "sory ye dik...bukan2 ..akak bukan puteri sarah"...duhhh

yang paling suka panggil sy puteri sarah adalah adik my friend, redzwani puteri and my friend yg skrg nun jauh kat Aussie, balqis. Balqis dulu pernah sy tanya dia, "Qis, make sure u datang wedding I tau"..tau si cantik tu jawab apa "hey of course okay! mestila nak tengok wedding puteri sarah and norman hakim!" hahaha..gelak je la aku ni. Yup, kalau i puteri sarah, my hubby plak, his friends cakap dia macam norman hakim..haha..poyo je lebih..

tang mana yang sama ek...

Tetapi, tuan tanah rasa yang paling sama dengan tuan tanah adalah...chehhh nak jugak...adalah liyana jasmay...boleh tak perasan macam tu..nak2 kalau tak make up....hahaha..yang dua di atas tu maybe look alike when I put my make up on...eh suka hati la kan..muka kita..kita tau la haha..tapi my abang kandung pun pernah cakap muka I macam liyana jasmay.

Liyana Jasmay

love,

hanez suraya/puteri sarah/ liyana jasmay ;p (muntah hijau) , norman hakim 

hahah..gurau2 je ;p

have a great weekend!

Why speaking English should be easier for Malaysian?

I had a speaking class with my students today. This was our first speaking class as I was focusing more on comprehension and grammar, previously. Most of my students come from the Middle East countries, so it is difficult for them to speak with the correct pronunciation. They come from countries which have their own forms of lingua franca; be it written or spoken. Totally different. Thus, I do understand their difficulties. It is incomparable to Malaysian students' ability in using this second language. We should and must be thankful that we have these advantages of applying the language in our country, which we actually have been taking it for granted. Understanding English should be easier for us due to these reasons:

1- The alphabets learned in English and Bahasa Melayu are identical. We learn the same A, B, C,... and 1,2,3.... the difference is only the language. The students from the Middle East's (and also from other countries such as China, Korea, Japan) have to learn two types of alphabets!

2. We are exposed (or over exposed) to English language since day one! How many mommies here sing 'twinkle twinkle little star' to their babies? Can I see hands? And we can not deny that most of the English movies / songs / tv programs (be it American, British or Aussies) are good to watch and listen. Who would miss to watch great movies like Transformers, Iron Man, Catch Me If You' can or who would not sing along when songs like 'Price Tag, Someone like you, Move like a jagger' are aired on the radio!

3. English is our second language. When it is the 'second', that means it is important to learn apart from the first, Bahasa Melayu. Thus, we have been fed with this reminder since we were small. We know that it is not awkward to see there are tv channels that only specified for English programs; English news, movies, series, talk shows. For example 8TV, TV2, Hitz TV. We also listen to local English radio stations such as hitz, fly, light and easy, mix. And yet, we are OK about it. We don't feel that it is a mother-tongue pollution. Not at all.

4. And of course, English is a compulsory subject in our national school. Even though, most of us only uses the language within class hours, but we have English class at least for three days in a week. Thus, we have learned English for 6 hours in a week.

Thus, I just think that we, Malaysian should benefit the opportunities that we have, around us. I pity my students that they can not pronounce words as clearly as I do. Because they just don't  have those opportunities like we do.

massive updates!

My English team

Holla! Assalamualaikum! fuhhh..it's been a while. I was so busy with my new phase of life (read: handling two boys)..that makes me have no time to blog. Ok..just wanna re-cap what has happened into my life since my last post. 

On work: I started my first day after maternity leave on last 3 weeks. Oh man..there were so many 'dramas' going on which unfortunately has made my heart broken into pieces :(. It's ok. I won't share it here..as it's not nice to do that. I felt unappreciated. Those people are so unprofessional. I just hope and pray i'll get a better place to work. Anyway, something that I could not miss when I think about my job is none other than my crazy beautiful colleagues..we are awesome! they are my panadols.  

 lunch at dominos

On fahri's 2nd birthday: Happy belated birthday my sayang! Well, we don't have that rezeki to throw a party for him as he was suspected to have HFM disease the day before his burthday. It was a very last minute called-off message that we have sent to our friends and relatives. I was so frustrated but we didn't want to take risk. If he really got infected by HFM, then we might expose it to other kids who would come. So, we have decided to postpone it. But then again, we found out that Fahri was actually not having any HFM symptoms except for he had ulcers inside his mouth...hmm..i don't know..maybe the paed was wrongly assumed. However, hubby and I still celebrated Fahri's birthday by inviting my MIL, SIL to our house. just a small one. And of course my mother was around. As long as he is happy. I love u Fahri.

Mini celebration for Fahri. It's ok, next year, we're gonna make it big!

The birthday cake that I have ordered. I did not cancel the order. It's a huge cake. 2kg! So, I brought half of it to office and gave it to my colleagues.

Hubby and I bought him a tricycle and he got an Ultraman from his Cik Lang!

On fitness: I managed to reduce weight. Now, I could see numbers such as 52 to 53 kg on my weight scaler. Of course I would be happier If i could get my 'anak dara' weight, 50 kg! haha...

Talking about fitness, my colleagues and I now are crazy about zumba! We had our zumba once and gonna make it as a routine every week! 

On EBM: Alhamdulillah, even though the stock is like 'cukup-cukup je"...but it is enough for Naeem so far. Usually, i would get around 15 to 20 ounces during office hours and direct BF at home. I have to be positive that Naeem will have enough stock.

My Spectra pump

My colorful cooler bag

My EBM per session

Raya & Confinement Updates

Salam Eid Mubarak to all....How's your raya? Mine...of course not so 'raya' this year due to the confinement period. But it's ok..i dont really mind as long as i can take a very good care of myself and my newborn, Naeem. Hubby will be here at my hometown till this Friday, then maybe he ll visit us once a week / 2 weeks. I am definitely gonna miss him tenderly later : ( . Anyway, I managed to wear my baju raya even though it seems I need to reduce my kilos a.s.a.p. after this. These are some of the photos of my familia back in Kuantan. It is still happening because my big bro n family were with us celebrating raya.

Our growing little family 

Mama with Aariz Naeem 

Fahri and cousin, Iqram were so adorable on raya's morning 

My lovely family

Anyway, there is so much to thank for..to Allah s.w.t for all His blessing:

1) Fahri is undeniably getting closer with my dad n mom. It is so relief to observe this because we were so worried that he could not accept his new environment and surrounding while accompanying his mama during confinement.

2) Alhamdulillah. Naeem is such a well-behaved baby. When taking care of your first kid is so challenging, having a well-behaved second kid is a blessing. Nilah die kuasa Allah kan..Allah itu maha adil. Subhanallah...

3) On the other side, I really need to get back in shape. Ok..insyaAllah, in 2 weeks time, we're gonna have Majlis Cukur jambul Naeem. I have two missions: one is to reduce my weight at least to 54 kg (now is 56.5 kg)..and the other thing is I want to make sure Naeem gonna look as healthier, chubbier as possible.

4) What happens to my breast milk stock? Well, I've started my expressing process since yesterday, but the outcome is not that impressive yet. It's ok. I'll try harder to drink more water, milk and other supplements to increase my milk flow. 

Till then...chow babe.

Up dates!

 I was craving for nasi hujan panas...but so far, i only satisfy with my mom's or my own nasi hujan panas. So, I have no choice since my mom is back home at Kuantan, so I have prepared it myself. Plus, hubby also requested to break fast with this meal. He just love it! heee...I can't wait for next year's Ramadhan because I miss cooking for my husband so much. I just couldn't have the energy this time around....the only meals that I managed to cook this time around were Spaghetti meatballs and this Nasi Hujan Panas.

On the other side, while patiently waiting for his lil bro to make appearance into this world, Abang Fahri seems to be too hyperactive most of the times. Maybe he wants to utilize the time that he has with me while I could pamper him with all my love haha

Updates

1. I am on my 39th week already. can u believe that? I mean..I really thought that I would pop out on my 38th week, referring to first pregnancy's experience and my helpless condition on last week. Nevertheless, surprisingly I did not give birth yet to my second child. In fact, I am healthier than ever before! I spent the whole week last week at my MIL's house because I decided not to go to work since I was expecting the baby will make his appearance. I must say, it is quite tiring waiting, but hey, nobody asks me to expect it would happen on last week, right? I should have gone to work.

2. But, we must believe in Allah's plan. His plan is the best. Oh baby, mama is just too excited and frantically can't wait to meet u! see u baby, insyaAllah next week!

Penang and the perfect wife

I am at home already. No need to ask what is the time now..or else i sedang kantoikan diri sendiri ;p.Oh my...Ustaz is calling...what does he want? Anyway, i am going to Penang starting from tomorrow till Monday with my big families (hubby, Fahri and I, my dad, mom and sis together with my bro, sil and the two boys) and if everything goes accordingly to plan, we might stay one night at hubby's kampung- Ijuk, Perak since my MIL will be there for a week. I have invited my mom and dad to join along. I know they love going to new places and meeting new people especially those places that they have never been to. And Penang is one of the places that my mom is longing to travel around. Actually, based on our (hubby and I) finance condition for this month, we should not go anywhere for a vacation, but because I love my mom so much and she is really hoping that this family vacation will be a dream comes true, i have succeeded persuading my hubby to go. Yeay! Thank u hubby. I have been to Penang once during my lecturing years in Perak back in 2007. It was a two-day visit to Penang...I can't recall the purpose of the visit but I went there with my good colleagues and all I remembered was that we went to Panggung P.Ramlee to watch one of our good friends' act - a classic traditional play. Oh man... I was sooo into theater back then. Anyway, all I can say is that I love Penang and I miss being there. There will be another reason why I can't afford to say no to my mom. And of course, the food! I am imagining the best Nasi kandar now! I am not craving but I am a food lover...U give me good food..i'll pay, buddy! Despite the fact that I am trying my best not to gain so much this time around, I am gonna be a food junkie at Penang, without an excuse! But of course, being fat doesn't help either ;)

You know what, I am currently in the mid of reading 'How To Be Married' by Polly Williams. It's a great novel! Since I am starting to read novels back (after completing my master's), this one is a can't-be-missed novel. I bought it using my book voucher and it really worth it. I can't wait to finish it but I am going for a vacation. I don't think I have the time to enjoy my leisure reading there. Just gonna share a lil bit of the storyline. It's about Sadie Drew, a wife and a mother of 4-year old kid, clumsy, doesn't really care about her appearance after delivering her first child, plus she neglects most of the the house-chores' lists. Basically, she is far from being the perfect wife. Until she met an old lady, quite mysterious, her life is starting to change. She learns slowly how to be the perfect wife. So, what does she learn? You need to read it! haha... 

I can see myself in Sadie's character in a way. That's how I consider a good novel is...when I can relate the story with mine..heee. Not in every ways but certain circumstances that have been plotted by Williams are just exactly what most wives nowadays are facing through. I think I am better than Sadie in many ways ;p InsyaAllah...

Ok...need to start packing now before mr hubby gets back from work.

Cry

Sometimes, it's ok to cry, rite? Just to feel better. Some women, (including me)..are over sensitive towards certain issues in life. And being me, if i think it is no importance to argue about it, i would rather cry instead of making other people feel 'hmm..it's just a small matter..why need to take it seriously'..maybe..small matter to other people but it has touched my lil heart. Ok. No prob. Nobody is perfect. I am not perfect either. So, let me cry myself out. That will be the way how I make myself  feel better. Do I trouble anybody by doing that, no aite? So, yup. That will be the best solution.

up-dates!

My nyawa

1. I am on my 15th week of pregnancy. Feeling better, but i am still having my nausea and vomiting at times. The tummy is getting obvious..and most comments that i have received from colleagues were "OMG! your tummy is big! it looks like u're 6-month pregnant!"..yes, my dear friends..it is big! and i think 60% of my abdomen is filled with my fat from my last pregnancy ;) and only 40% of it is my fetus! =)

2. Fahri is 1 year and 5 months now. He walks very fast. We must keep our eyes on him on every single minute. He likes to play hide and seek ...he will hide behind the curtain and wait for my hubby and I to call his name "Fahri !!!!!!"..then, he will slowly reveal himself haha...but..i have a confession to make..it is..challenging to get pregnant when your first child is still demanding attention from u... I always have the feeling of pitying my Fahri...because sometimes..i am just too tired and helpless to play hide and seek with him. But, my hubby keeps saying that it's ok.. we'll go through this together...insyaAllah..

with my Bachelor in Culinary Arts students

3. My thesis? I will say..I am 95% towards the completion of my master's program. I am at the final stage of correcting my thesis and next week will be the week that i am going to submit my hard copies! Please pray for me!

4. It is the final week of teaching. I only have few more speaking presentations that need to be assessed on. My students were awesome this semester! They understood my helpless condition, like unbelievably. I will remember them as one of the most happening students through out my teaching years...

Nielson Chen

I posted a status in my FB, saying that

"Every time Chinese New year is around the corner, i will think about my ex Form One student when i was teaching at Sri Bestari, Damansara. His name is Nielson Chen. He was the naughtiest boy in class, yet he was the one who cried the most on my last day at that school. He left a box of Limau Mandarin in my office and one card with an ang pau of rm20 inside with the note, "Teacher, don't leave us". oohh nielson..where lar are now? huhu..happy Chinese New Year to all"

And I received comments from my friends, saying that it was really touching...and suddenly i remembered i have blogged about this in my old blog..i have googled it ...and yes..i found it hehe..let me re-post it over here

Monday, 28 January 2008:

feeling that u cannot get anywhere else... today is my last day working in sri bestari school. there are mix feelings inside. Leaving the school, i feel sad but at the same time i just can't wait to start a new chapter in my new workplace tomorrow. All the teachers in the school are super nice. they are just like my family. plus, my students. i feel like crying when i told them today is my last day.they were really shocked when i told them the news. all the noisy and naughty boys stopped talking among themselves out of sudden n they started asking me.. " Teacher...what are u saying? u're leaving us? why? u don't like us meh?" just imagine...they are form 1 Chinese students. i just said " i have to go.. to purchase my dreams".. one of the boy, named Nielson said "ohhh... u get higher pay arr teacher" haha...nope...not the payment matters here, but the satisfaction i guess. but yeah..of coz..payment does matter. but in this case, i guess i am still not good enough to teach kids. i mean young kids like them. i need to learn more on how to handle kids. So, meantime let me do something that i really think i am more competent n enjoy doing it, which is teaching young adults. Even though they were asking me a lot of questions, 100 of questions why i am leaving...but i can say that they really didn't want me to leave. And one of the smartest boys in the class whispered to me " teacher..dont go la. i love u" i felt like crying. Nielson, the class rep., said that he didnt have the mood to learn today because i am leaving ( Nielson is soooo adorable 13 years old boy. sooo comel =) ) He asked me what do i want for my last day.. i said i want limau mandarin and ang pau. then he said.. "okeh no problem. i'll get u one" well of course i was just joking. After the class, i went back to staffroom and found out there were two ang paus inside my handbag. And Nielsen gave me angpau worth 10 ringgit. He is.... serious.Then, i gave him back the ang paus and told him i was just kidding. Then, he said dont worry, he will get me the limau mandarin. He said how many limau i want. Joking around again with this cute Nielson, i said "i want one busket or one packet".. then he said "okeh...no problem" n of coz i thought he is not serious because he wont get the limau as it's a school time. he couldn't go anywhere. About one hour before i was about leaving the school, i was on my way down the stairs to return the students' book and suddenly i met Nielson. Again!, carrying a box of limau mandarin! OMG! I said to him " Nielson, where are u going?" n he said " i want to give this to u laa teacher" ( just imagine, small kid like him carrying a box of limau mandarin. it was quite heavy for a boy like him) i was almost crying there. i asked him where did he get the limau. then he told me he asked his maid to come and went buy the limau outside. i was so speechless. I felt like wanna hug him. i told him that he shouldnt do that for me. it's a school time. but he said " anything for u teacher "...then after giving me the limau he said, almost crying " teacher....miss u...gonna miss u teacher.." i cant stand it anymore n said thanx to him n am gonna miss him too as well as the school. And, after i went back to my room, i found one card on my desk by Nielson, saying " Don't forget me- Nielson' n yess... i did give Nielson my number because this is the feeling that i cannot get somewhere else...

cantik

Cantik kan perempuan ni? sekian.terima kasih.

moving in to our new homey, baby!

the downlight in our living room

the wet kitchen

the dry kitchen

Arghhhh, i'm getting fed up with my broadband connection. I was trying to upload some pictures on our new crib since last Monday, for God's sake! but the broadband didn't want to cooperate with me. It's ok la...i will just rambling about it without any pitchas...yet. We have moved in to our new house since last Monday. It feels so good to live in your own house. It does feel different in some ways. You know, the excitement to decorate our house is not the same with decorating our rented house. You can drill the wall, paste the wall sticker, hang pictures, paint rooms whenever and where ever you wish to.

Till now, my husband and I haven't finished decorating our house yet. Even, we haven't finished putting up things to its place. It is tiring. How i wish Fahri could help us instead of aiming the stairs to be climbed on...haha. But, Alhamdulillah, Fahri seems so happy with his new house...he sleeps well at night.

Oh, can u see the pictures above? Suddenly, the uploading process completed. good. i love my kitchen cabinet..thank u mr. hubby for materializing our dreams. i love u. i love my family.

too bad

i just called my mom, was asking her whether she, my dad and my lil sis could make it to Fahri's birthday. I am planning the birthday and so far, I have two dates in mind; Oct 2nd or Oct 9th. Unfortunately, the can't make it for any of the dates because my lil sis is going to sit for her PMR examination on the 4th of October. I am so sad that they can't make it. It won't be the same without them.huhu.tak best nyer.

potong kuku waktu malam?

few people had reminded me that not to clip fahri's nails at night. especially elder people (mom, mom in law, aunties). it is believed that your nails will turn out badly, like it will give infection towards your nails. i was like.... what? i am sorry if u have the same point of view, but i just don't believe it. and i have found this from one website...

"Disebutkan di dalam syarah al-‘Iqna’ Matan Abi Syuja’ ( 1/60 ), menurut Imam al-Ghazzali di dalam Ihya Ulumiddin, bahawa tidak seharusnya seseorang yang berjunub memotong kuku atau mencukur bulu dan rambutnya kerana semua tadi akan dikembalikan di hari akhirat nanti dalam keadaan junub ( tidak bersih) .

Bagaimanapun, setelah diteliti asas kepada pendapat ini, maka tiada didapati sebarang dalil yang menyokongnya kecuali logik aqal semata-mata tadi. Demikian menurut Syeikh Sayyid Sabiq, Syeikh Atiyyah Saqar dan Dr. Rif`at Fawzi, professor Shari`ah di Univ. Kaherah

Soalan ini pernah di tujukan kepada Imam Ibn Taymiah di dalam kitabnya “Ghiza’ al-albab, 1/382 ) maka beliau menjawab : “ Tidak aku ketahui hukum makruh membuang rambut dan bulu dan kuku ketika junub, bahkan Nabi SAW bersabda : “ Sesungguhnya seorang mukmin tidak najis (tubuhnya) samada hidup ataupun mati�?, malah Nabi memberitahu : “ buangkan darimu bulu-bulu kufur (yang tidak dicukur semasa kafir) dan berkhatanlah (apabila masuk Islam) “ maka arahan Nabi tidak menunjukkan sebarang tangguh cukur selepas mandi. Demikian juga diperintah wanita haid agar menyikat rambutnya semasa mandi junub, yang mana diketahui bahawa dengan menyikat ini boleh menggugurkan rambut (sebelum tamat mandi)..justeru apa yang dikatakan sebenarnya tiada asalnya.�?

Tiada sebarang halangan untuk memotong kuku secara junub. Pandangan ini juga datang dari tokoh ulama Tabien iaitu Ato’ bin Abi Rabah. ’Ata disebut pernah menyatakan seseorang boleh melakukannya dalam keadaan junub, malah dalam keadaan junub dan tidak berwudu’ (Riwayat al-Bukhari)

Sebagai makumat tambahan, kemestian menanam rambut, kuku yang dipotong dan sebagainya juga tiada sebarang dalil (kecuali jika dibimbangi akan diambil dan disihirkan), demikian juga larangan memotong kuku di waktu malam. Wallahu a’lam"

ape u buat while panaskan enjin kereta on your way going to work?

hehe...saje..da lame x update blog...so bile check folder pictures dlm notebook, mcm bnyk plak gambar camwhoring..especially the ones in my car before going to work or send fahri to my MIL's house...there are some pics at office's washroom and my room as well hehe...x senonoh...well...i am a shawl-collector, unofficially! and i love it!