Mother of two!

Naeem. the latest picture. yes, he is big! i don't like to compare my two kids. they have their own extra points. last check up when he was 2 and a half months, he weighed at 5.8 kg...Alhamdulillah

 Aariz Naeem at 2.5 months

Nyumm nyumm

He used to be super behaved but nowadays, he could get cranky especially when he wants cradle and hard to get sleep!

 My adorable kids. sometimes they are well behaved

but not all the time! =)

we will try our best to raise our two boys with lots of love, equally... (p/s: it is hard, man!)

 Fahri sometimes got jealous with naeem's stuffs

i believe naeem looks more like me than epul..so it's fair now, rite?

Hope to have more in 3 years time ;)

The fun of shopping is getting lesser as we need to focus more on the kids. but, it's ok..the kids themselves are fun!

My Master's Convocation

Alhamdulillah. Yes. This phrase has been uttered by me most of the times as I have so many things to thank for. Syukur. I could not hide my feeling that I am proud of myself as completing my masters was really a tough journey. But, with the help from my helpful supervisor, my understanding family and supportive husband, I manage to hold my master's degree now. I am so touched that all the lovely and important people in my life have made their presence on that day. Thank u very much mom, dad, sis, hubby and fahri. No words could describe how happy I am that all of you had came. happy and contented. 

4 years of completing my masters is not that easy. I extended 2 semesters when I was doing my thesis as I was pregnant and then, delivered my baby (Fahri). I was adapting with my new life at that time (as a newly wed and a mommy). I had huge responsibility at work. But, i guess determination is the key word. A better future is always my motivation. I want to give my best towards my husband, parents, kids and of course to my own self. It is also for the sake of professionalism. and of course knowledge. But i feel that i still don't have enough. that's where my plan for pursuing PHD came. InsyaAllah..one fine day. I have a lot of names in mind to thank to but among all, I would like to congratulate myself.

haha my sis took this picture...raja Nazrin passed the scroll to me! he is hadsome sangat!

happy me

 naeem is not in the picture as he is too small to be there

my BFF! Alhamdulillah...we managed to grad together! OMG! We are so meant to be together! congrats to u too, Sha!

My strength

with my best friends, sofina and sha

Fahri refused to be with me because maybe I look different with the convo attire

Thank u Mi for the support!

Arghhhhh! too much love here!

This is miracle.Alhamdulillah. Me with my bestfriend, sha with our hubbies (also bestfriend), together with our products

massive updates!

My English team

Holla! Assalamualaikum! fuhhh..it's been a while. I was so busy with my new phase of life (read: handling two boys)..that makes me have no time to blog. Ok..just wanna re-cap what has happened into my life since my last post. 

On work: I started my first day after maternity leave on last 3 weeks. Oh man..there were so many 'dramas' going on which unfortunately has made my heart broken into pieces :(. It's ok. I won't share it here..as it's not nice to do that. I felt unappreciated. Those people are so unprofessional. I just hope and pray i'll get a better place to work. Anyway, something that I could not miss when I think about my job is none other than my crazy beautiful colleagues..we are awesome! they are my panadols.  

 lunch at dominos

On fahri's 2nd birthday: Happy belated birthday my sayang! Well, we don't have that rezeki to throw a party for him as he was suspected to have HFM disease the day before his burthday. It was a very last minute called-off message that we have sent to our friends and relatives. I was so frustrated but we didn't want to take risk. If he really got infected by HFM, then we might expose it to other kids who would come. So, we have decided to postpone it. But then again, we found out that Fahri was actually not having any HFM symptoms except for he had ulcers inside his mouth...hmm..i don't know..maybe the paed was wrongly assumed. However, hubby and I still celebrated Fahri's birthday by inviting my MIL, SIL to our house. just a small one. And of course my mother was around. As long as he is happy. I love u Fahri.

Mini celebration for Fahri. It's ok, next year, we're gonna make it big!

The birthday cake that I have ordered. I did not cancel the order. It's a huge cake. 2kg! So, I brought half of it to office and gave it to my colleagues.

Hubby and I bought him a tricycle and he got an Ultraman from his Cik Lang!

On fitness: I managed to reduce weight. Now, I could see numbers such as 52 to 53 kg on my weight scaler. Of course I would be happier If i could get my 'anak dara' weight, 50 kg! haha...

Talking about fitness, my colleagues and I now are crazy about zumba! We had our zumba once and gonna make it as a routine every week! 

On EBM: Alhamdulillah, even though the stock is like 'cukup-cukup je"...but it is enough for Naeem so far. Usually, i would get around 15 to 20 ounces during office hours and direct BF at home. I have to be positive that Naeem will have enough stock.

My Spectra pump

My colorful cooler bag

My EBM per session