Her Happiness

Newly Wed, Azimudin & Azra

Azra dear, you deserve happiness after all the nonsense that you have gone through in your life (hehe). I hope i deserve same as yours.

Truly, Yana (your childhood friend)

Before The Day...

Sometimes, I felt that I neglected one of my big priorities and commitments this year, which are my job and my master. I am really afraid I’m being not sincere to both. It is like u have two husbands already, then u wanted to have another one because it promises u endless happiness compared to the other two, which u have to marry them because of personal needs (erkk??).

This is what I am feeling right now (sometimes). I can’t wait to step in to the new phase of my life soon (November-December)- getting married (because I want to have a family like everyone else and I want to be with him until my last breath). But, at the same time I felt like I am betraying the other two commitments especially my master’s program (hopefully not). This year is a challenging year. Plus, both of my master’s classes are very tough, indeed. Ya Allah, I need strength. I can’t make this alone. I’m taking risk by committed to three big things in my life, this year and two of them will end this December, InsyaAllah…

I must be crazy doing all of these but hey…people did and they managed to handle them all. I love working and studying at the same time. It’s great and fun! It is like killing two birds with one stone. You learn the theories in class and the next following days, u apply them in your own classroom! What a great learning process I tell ya! It just that, this semester’s subjects that I am taking, are really tough and acquire a lot of effort and times. And I just don’t have them both.

Only God knows how I am scared, could not sleep at night and felt down each time I did not perform my best for my other halves- job and master. But, I just can’t wait everything will turn out beautifully by the end of this year. I want my work being recognized, flying colors for my master’s CGPA as well as being Mrs Epul. InsyaAllah..pray for me friends!

me, myself & i

some 'quotations' about me from my friends;

"yana, kan bagus kalau aku setenang kau. x de la darah aku naik je" (Kym, 2009)

"yana, maya nak buat bachelorette party b4 kawen. tp kym kate yana mesti x nak pegi sbb yana ni mmg susah nak buat jahat" (Nina, 2009)

??? huhu..macam mane diorg ni boleh cakap aku ni baik ek? hehe. but i take them as compliments lah. tenang tu mmg ramai jugak yg cakap.

Theoritically, i think this is me and of course my up-bringing had influenced my personality a lot. My mom and my dad are the most cool or tenang person in the world. Tapi, rakan2, sikap 'cool' ni ade pro n cons nyer. Just be yourself.

pantas macam kapal terbang

kapal terbang paling pantas ke?
don't u think that..tahun ni masa cepat sgt berjalan (merangkak, berlari). tak sempat nak kejar.tetibe da nak raya.tetibe lagi 2 bln i will get married.tetibe final sem coursework for master da nak abes bln 11.

In this few months time, it will be one of the most challenging period for me as a human being. dengan nak kawin VS master's classes VS kejer kat tempat yg banyak kejer macam my beloved workplace ni.Will i manage to handle all, excellently? Takut salah satu terkurang performancenyer.

Update on wedding preparation

1- baju semua dah settle.krisis dengan cik yah sudah berakhir wpun x berape nak puas hati with her way on handling customers. tapi sebab da kenal agak lame, so just proceed using her service for the dais and bedroom decoration.
2- hantaran-ade few yg blom. have to settle all by this weekend jugak.
3- wedding band blom confirm btol2 lg with my cousin
4- bridesmaid dah ade for both sides (hopefuly diorg x tukar fikiran)
5- HIV test done
6- make-up trial blom
7- invitation card dah order
8- borang2 pn blom lg