Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Away

Hubby is away for outstation work..only for 2 days and one night..just at MODENAS, Gurun, Kedah...but still...i feel helpless a lil bit..starting to miss him already..haha...2 hari je pun..i'm gonna be ok!

The longest period that he went for outstation was last December, to Jakarta and Bandung, for one week..i know i would cry a river..so i asked my mom to come and stay for one week. Besides, i was having my terrible all-day sickness on that particular time.

I don't like him to be away. In fact, if possible, i would just love him to be at home and lepak with me and fahri, just inside our home sweet home. but, being wife, we shouldn't control or set limitation to our husband. They need freedom as much as we do. Even though we are already married, but sometimes we just need time with our own bffs or doing things that we like (which might not suitable for the spouse to join). That's why i don't mind if he wants to play paintball on the weekend or snooker once a week. But, being myself, i just don't have the interest to involve in those activities..i rather stay with my son at home, spring cleaning, online...that's it..if i really have to go for bff-girls-outing, then i will go...I guess that's how difference men and women devote themselves in marriage...

I have my hundred percent respect towards married couple who have to be apart or 'weekend husband and wife'. I can't imagine if i have to go through that kind of marriage. Who knows, only Allah s.w.t. knows....

hmm..hope that my hubby will settle his job well and come back quick!

Friday, March 23, 2012

Alhamdulillah...i did it!

Alhamdulillah..finally..i managed to complete my thesis. 21st of March 2012 was the date of my hard covers submission...it is a relief..syukran...now..i am waiting for the Senate Letter before i can decide further on my career enhancement...and InsyaAllah..of course October is the month that i've been waiting like...for ages! My EDD for this second baby is 15/8/2012...oh i really hope i can make it for the big day! InsyaAllah..

I am grateful after the submission because i did achieve my target to get my master's degree before reaching 30...but still...i guess i need to challenge myself more...by planning for PHD degree...will blog about "why i think i need to do my PHD" sooner...but of course..i want to treat myself first before pursuing to the next level...i want to have more focus to my family, work and myself. i really need that before doing anything else...

Sunday, March 18, 2012

Fahri at 1.6 yrs old

Name: Ashman Fahri bin Saipul Nizam
D.O.B: 30th September 2010
P.O.B: Hospital Umra, Shah Alam
Age: 1 yr 6 mnths
Hobby: 'cleaning' things from wardrobe or kitchen cabinet and put them somewhere else till mama n papa need to do the 'selongkar' process all over again..
Favorite Song: Falling in Love- Siti Nurhaliza
Favorite TV Show: Money Drop & Raja Lawak
Favorite DVD show: Disney Magic English
Words uttered: 'Mama', 'papa', 'baby', 'sejukkkk', 'tepi', 'air', 'ti (roti)', 'bird', 'miaoww', 'si (nasi)', 'susu', 'nak'

I am so happy to see Fahri already could understand orders and instructions from us. For example, he will pick up things if he is being told so. Most of the times, he is independent and could spend time playing with his 'car' and 'bike'. I just need to monitor him while doing my work. It's a relief to have him being a lil bit more self-reliant as I am easily get tired nowadays...

I just cant wait to see his reaction on the first day he will be the big bro..insyaAllah....