dear Tachu,

tachu..nampaknyer kite ni mmg angau demam dgn memori2 mase kat sri iskandar dulu kan. it has been around 2 weeks the memories of Sri iskandar (SI) were haunting me...in a sweet way. oh..how i miss that little place so much. i wanted to dedicate one entry to that home sweet home before this but time is just so envy with me..

tachu,

ingat tak mase mule2 sampai, kite da macam segerombolan parti politik datang untuk cari umah sewa je. me with my family, tachu ngn segala kakak ipar n abang2 n kak mah of course, eja pulak ngn abang die ngn family die. masing2 dah macam rombongan nak pegi meminang. and for me, it was like..so cute sbb kite 3 org adelah sama umur, baru nak bertatih nak jadi so-called lecturer, n kepala pun lebih kurang. the far journey rasa sangat berbaloi bile dapat tau everything was ok hari tuh jugak.

tachu,

ingat tak kite ni asyik jadi bahan untuk senior2 lecturer yg macam asyik nak cari kite nyer weaknesses.mase mule2 la.tapi, lesson nyer, x kenal maka x cinta.lama2, baru kite boleh get along lepas tuh. ingat x, fasal kes 'kain alas meja', fasal letak notice indian lecturer tuh yg da tukar office, fasal kite address senior lecturer as 'sir'...banyak lagi la.tp macam kelakar bile ingat2 balik.

tachu,

ingat tak mase kes lecturer R tuh.yg fasal tachu komen group diorang tuh.mase tuh baru kite kenal sape kawan sape lawan.tapi semua ni akhirnye mematangkan diri kite.and i was like so impressed with u because of u were so rationale handling that situation.

tachu,

ingat tak kite mmg asyik2 homesick setiap kali hari jumaat menjelma especially u! hehe

tachu,

ingat tak kes hantu samurai kat sebelah umah kite tuh.last2 dapat tau lecturer dari german yg menumpang kat umah sebelah yg suke isap rokok malam2 kat luar umah.tp kadang2 mmg rase macam pelik.

tachu,

ingat tak kite pernah gadoh2 kat sms dengan mamat2 yg jual top up yg suka kacau2 kite n bagi sms yg x senonoh malam2.

tachu,

ingat tak kite pernah berbalas-balas surat dengan jepuunnnnnnggookkk.haha so funny.siap letak surat kat bawah wiper kereta diorang, pastuh diorang pun gune taktik yg same.last2 dapat tau kite salah umah haha.

tachu,

ingat tak malam2 teater kite yg sangat bererti.ulang alik tiap2 malam lebih kurang 40 minit untuk berlatih teater 'dejavu seorang perempuan'.kite practise di sebuah dewan kampung yg sangat kecil dan kurang selesa tapi hasil kerja kuat kite jugakla kite menang best teater kat perak and u won the best actress.and i am so proud of u! tachu..honestly that was my turning point to overcome my stage fright. and i'm glad i did it with u!

tachu,

ingat x beberapa musibat yg slalu teman or tumpang kereta kite tiap2 kali weekend nak balik kl n pastuh balik SI balik semula. o'on, muaz beat box, ayu, tp paling ingat si o'on la.ade je bende die nak cakap on the way dlm kereta tuh.dengan keter kancil yoya mase tuh yg cube2 nak jadi skyline haha

tachu,

ingat tak kite pernah jadi tembam giler sbb betapa nikmatnyer makanan2 kat SI dan sekitar negeri Perak. restoran mane kite x pernah try. sumer jenis makanan n senarai harga kite tau. OMG! tetibe teringat nasi ganja ipoh! yummy..

tachu,

kite jugak berhempas pulas memastikan anak2 teater AKSENT lakukan yg terbaik untuk teater..pastilah..semua tenaga pengajar memainkan peranan penting.kite ikhlas dgn ape yg kite buat dan hasilnyer anak2 AKSENT menang besar setiap kali pertandingan teater diadakan.ingat tak kite ni da buat abang berger tuh kaye sbb satu malam boleh order berpuluh2 nak bagi anak2 AKSENT makan. ohh.. i miss AKSENT team so much..si eye tuh, kucai, hafiz, man sumerla..

tachu,

ingat tak kite pernah jadi runaway model sekejap mase aween n ulish datang perak nak buat assignment diorang. ohh..we're soo sexy n hot haha. rase cam diva sekejap mase photoshoot kat KTM tanah melayu ipoh.

tachu,

tapi yg pasti kite nangis n ketawa sama2.kite kecundang, kite buat album lagu2 kecundang. kite bahagia, kite syukur sangat.

tachu,

i love u!

yours,
yoya

jangan kacau

tidak.ini bukan nama tajuk filem terbaru terbitan david teoh. tapi iye. jangan kacau saya sekarang. saya sedang tanda paper students yang seratus lebih ni.sudah banyak kali saya beristighfar sambil menanda. keadaan sangat tegang sekarang.jadi.jangan kacau

jangan tegur jugak

haha

hahaha.kelakar pulak tengok header aku kat atas nih.aku harap mereka yg buta seni x komen ape2 la.ok kawan2..x baik mentertawakan orang.okeh2.header akan diimprove dari masa ke semasa. ala. x jejas periuk nasi korang pun =)

manja

u see..i have always this anxiety when i have to think how i 'm going to make my lesson will be interesting for each class that i teach. so far, i've been teaching at this place for a month. and Alhamdulillah, i would say my students do enjoy my show hehe. i can say that most of them ( of course there are students who think that they are smart enough and no need to go class or they are just wasting their parents' money) are always punctual or come earlier for my class. So far, i just came late once for class. or maybe it's because they just love English. ok ok not because of me kot.anyway, for all the classes that i've been teaching so far, i did pamper my students with all sorts of games, quizzes, and interesting activities la konon-kononnyer. And they were enjoying each moment in class. So, everytime i enter my class, i can see how eager they are to know "what is the game for today, miss". okay, i am caught with my own creativity now.

The students have been so pampered and they really hunger for interesting lesson each time. I don't blame them. and i don't blame myself for giving them entertainment. All i have to do is i need to be creative each time i want to plan a lesson, so that their enthusiasm will reside until the end of semester, at least.

It's ok..i think this anxiety is in a good way and i'm going to adapt with it.

hope my lesson worth their time

sumpah seranah

is it just me or is it because of today is monday..or what? if it is because of the monday blues, well today is the worst monday ever! or aku ni lupe nak baca jampi untuk hari ni. or am i so emotional today? maybe belom pms lg kot when it should be the time. tension nyer...sumer x kene hari ni...

well, yana..harus diingat..masih ramai lagi di luar sane yg lebih kurang bernasib baik. bersyukur je la ngn ape yg ade.x yah emo-emo...ok2..positive2...ni la ujian namenyer..

hehe..sory emo sorang2

penyakit

my cyg pesan, kalau x de duit, jangan sebut x de duit, nanti betol2 x de duit. cakap je kekurangan duit. jangan cakap bende2 yg x elok, nanti jadi betol2. lately saye slalu missplace barang sampai hilang barang2 tuh.jadi saya kadang2 declare diri saya ni nyanyok. kene marah lagi sbb cakap diri sendiri nyanyok. tapi betol jugak, before nih, tiap kali saya tertinggal barang atau hilang barang, saya akan cakap "adoiii...nyanyok tol la aku nih"..akibatnya..lepas2 tuh saya akan sentiasa terlupa nak ambil barang lagi, tertinggal itu, tertinggal ini, hilang itu, hilang ini.

maka, tiga hari lepas, saya telah berazam untuk tidak cakap benda2 yg x elok lagi, so everytime nak g kerje every morning, saya akan bercakap kepada diri sendiri di dalam kereta, disaksikan oleh gear, stereng, radio, break, seatbelt dan segala ahli keluarga kereta saya, saya akan cakap kuat2 " saya baik...saya cantik...saya bijak...saya hebat...saya kaya..saya marvellous..saya x nyanyok"..dan segala pujian la untuk diri sendiri. (Tidak sesuai diucapkan jika ada orang lain yg mendengar)

Dan, Alhamdulillah...sepanjang tiga hari lepas termasuk hari ni, hidup saya sangat aman dan terurus dalam segala hal. saya dah x hilang2 barang lagi, x tinggal barang2 lagi. Walaupun saya x la cantik sangat, x la bijak sangat, x la hebat sangat, x la kaya sangat n x la baik sangat, tapi yg penting hidup saya sangat terurus sekarang. Alhamdulillah.

Kalau nak citer fasal my careless, last month i lost my handphone, last week i lost my office bag (termasok charger handphone skali).so kawan2 i have changed my contact number. don't feel like to use the old number.

Think positive!

pilihan yang tepat?

I dont know why but i always have to face this kind of dilema. What dilema? Well, i just accepted a contract based position at MSU last Wednesday. I am almost complete all the requirements needed by this college to be a staff here. I went to Muamalat Bank with Nina (my new colleague) last thursday to settle on my account thingy. I have my own place now at Block C ( have to mendaki tangga 3 tingkat everyday). And the most important thing is i have singned the contract! And what is the dilema here, yana? okeh okeh..the thing is yesterday's noon, i got a call from UNITAR ( i have always wanted to work there) and this very friendly Head of English called me to inform that i have been accepted as an English Lecturer at UNITAR. I wish i could scream when she was informing that and say YES! YES! YES! but I just coudn't. I am already an English Tutor at MSU. Working at UNITAR is always being my dream because i just love the place and working environment there but MSU has offered me first so i could not wait any longer for other offers. I did ask UNITAR before, when MSU had offered me but they said, there is no decision yet. Still in on-going discussion. But, i could not wait because i am afraid i will not get the job at UNITAR. Pastuh kalau MSU tolak, UNITAR tak dapat, tak ke menyesal sambil nangis lagu2 kecundang lagi? So, I have decided to accept the offer from MSU.Okeh, untuk menenangkan hati yang gundah gelana kerana sudah terima MSU dan sangat terpaksa sekali menolak UNITAR, marilah kita renung2kan advantages yg MSU ade yg UNITAR x de, dan, selamat beramal!

Kelebihan MSU berbanding UNITAR:
1. Dekat ngn rumah..15 minit je...
2. X payah siap awal2 sgt.
3. jimat minyak
4. x payah susah2 traffic jam
5. x payah bayar tol
6. Didapati billboard MSU lg banyak drpd UNITAR di seliling jalan ( so what? )

Walaupun UNITAR:
1. Gaji lebih sikit
2. Dekat sikit ngan UM
3. Environment macam best
4. Dah establish
5. X pernah dgr cerita buruk fasal UNITAR

Tapi still aku rasa dah jodoh aku ngn MSU, so terima jer la. HUHU sedey la sebenarnyer....

kenapa UNITAR? kenapa lambat sgt???